One Day – records from 2018

One day it will happen

One day it will come to you

When the news is breaking out

No one knows when

No one knows how

It just, happen, for good

That time when you feel like

You lost all of your life purpose

Your life meaning

One day it will happen

You can mourn

You can cry

As many as you want

You can blame yourself

Why staying away from them

Why choose the hard way

Why can't you just protect them

Why can't you have a second chance

You will be strong

Even stronger

You have your responsibilities

You have a life to go on

Yes, maybe they have gone

But they soul remains still

It always will

So you have to be prepared

Say everything you haven't

Do everything you haven't

Say them you love them

Thanked them for being there for you

For all this time since you were born

For all these struggles and hardship

They went through just for  you

For all sacrifices they made

After all that

Stop blaming yourself for something

That you can't help with

Forgive yourself

Tell yourself, "I did well"

We keep counting to that day

Not for waiting it to happen

But to prepare

 – I fear for my parent's death than my own

Written when listen to murratals

29/10/2018  – 7.06 PM